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i hate beimg sick. its the worst and i have had strep for the past six days. i will take your pitty now. but seriously, i am so dang bored!!! my phone broke so there is contact between me and my friends, i bet they think i died. i dont get cable so i have like two channels on my tv, and no computer! i am writting this on my kindle. and i now you are thinking "isnt a kindle just like a computer though?" its not, cant play games no video just typing for sarah. plus im kinda sick of reading for once. oh well. ugh!!!! can someone come save me? dude, kelsie, i miss you sooooooooooooo much babe. we really need to do somethin. i would call you if my fricken phone wasnt broken!!!!!!!!!!!!! love ya:)

you know, life is okay. like seriously i hate my life a lot, but after i talked to my friend Kennedy, i felt like everything was better. i seriously love that chic(sis!) i have prayed for the first time in six months, and i dont know why i stoped. i feel like maybe, just maybe, i can start forging God. i know he hasnt done me wrong, but my heart just needs to accept that. *sigh*, cant believe it, on the 15th it will have been six months. well, happy valentines day, love ya all!!!!