high school!!!!!!!!!!

hey peeps. so I'm in high school now! and oh my goodness i cant tell you what a relief it is to get out of Jr. high. the classes are nice, the boys are hot, the food is semi good, and i have a lot more friends than i ever imagined. i always see myself as the loner kid who is in the middle of a huge crowd but she's all alone. that's how i used to see myself. i look around now and i cant go a minute without people hugging me or just saying hi, and boys flirt with me which boosts my self esteem higher. i feel so much better about myself here. I'm getting good grades and that is an improvement over last year. oh and i really like my teachers a lot. well that's all for now. bye!

One more week of school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! holy crap! i am soooooooo happy. you have no idea. hopefully good grades, no more homework, and just ready to party it up!

So i am writing a book! i have no idea what i am naming it, but the people who have read it so far have said that it's awesome! i'm really happy about that 'cause when i get done with it i'm thinking about sending it in to publisher. what do you think? should i?

so ready for summer. i'm just planning on having the greatest time ever. the family and i are thinking of going to yellowstone( can you believe i've never been???), we are also going to Indiana to visit family. oh, and the topper on the cake...............................................................................................................................................................
.....................................................................................I'M GOING TO CHINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! isn't that just insane?!?!?!?! going to Beijing, can't wait!! i'm soooooooo stoked!!!!

i am going to highschool now! ( wow, i'm using a lot of exlamation points. i'm just so dang happy though!) i can't believe that one honestly. new school, new people, a whole new sense of being lost. ah man, and dances, and boys!!!! hahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!! oh geeze, i sound boy crazy, truly, i am not. i hate drama. :( it's just bad for the soul ( you have to say that out loud with your best hippy voice). heehee!

loves you all! and i lover (insert name here) too!!!!!

sore :(

ugh i am so sore!!!! i took weight lifting for P.E and oh my goodness i can hardly walk! a few days ago i literally couldnt walk cause after P.E i was sitting down for so long. so i stand up after class and my legs give out. so my friends comes over and he gives me a piggy-back-ride to lunch. i love my friends:) (especially cute guy friends ;) ) haha, but i seriously hate my P.E teacher. he is such a @#&*! kidding, he's alright i guess. is it sad that when we lift im happy? ya it's true, i hate squats and mountain climbers and UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need a massage, that's all i have to say.

ugh

i hate beimg sick. its the worst and i have had strep for the past six days. i will take your pitty now. but seriously, i am so dang bored!!! my phone broke so there is contact between me and my friends, i bet they think i died. i dont get cable so i have like two channels on my tv, and no computer! i am writting this on my kindle. and i now you are thinking "isnt a kindle just like a computer though?" its not, cant play games no video just typing for sarah. plus im kinda sick of reading for once. oh well. ugh!!!! can someone come save me? dude, kelsie, i miss you sooooooooooooo much babe. we really need to do somethin. i would call you if my fricken phone wasnt broken!!!!!!!!!!!!! love ya:)

you know, life is okay. like seriously i hate my life a lot, but after i talked to my friend Kennedy, i felt like everything was better. i seriously love that chic(sis!) i have prayed for the first time in six months, and i dont know why i stoped. i feel like maybe, just maybe, i can start forging God. i know he hasnt done me wrong, but my heart just needs to accept that. *sigh*, cant believe it, on the 15th it will have been six months. well, happy valentines day, love ya all!!!!